secret

Sat, 09/21/2019 - 23:19 -- jefryrx

 years has gone the time has changed, your voice still whisperin' in my ear, every night scream out loud your name but only in my mind, people think tha im crazypeople are always asking me if im ok, the worst part is that i have to say that im ok, because i cannot say our secret, i can't live with this no morethis sad shit is killing me, i ask my self if this thhis worth, or if am i worth, im only tryin' to dont make you feel disappointed, cause that will kill me, your words still in my mind, when you left all you gave me was that three words, three stupids words, i stick myself to thats words cause if i let them goi wont live, why did you leave me? why did you go? why did you tell me? that your stupid heart ill carry on.stupids word came out of my mouth, stupids thoughts came into myself, autodestruction, kaboom, my mothafucked heart still thinking bout you, i dont want to, i dont want it. yelling, shut up, every single night i just woke up, and i cant bitch cant, when i tell you that your words still on my mind, still on my mindpissing my own mentalities, dreams out, goals down, thats what you made me right now, cant stop, fade out, thata mother fucked heart just made me crymy life, threat bad, all that feelings cant compare with us, i just wake up, everithing was a nightmare what a night, right now, cried down, im feeling everythingi just felt out, baby right now going through a state of my mind chill out, chill out.

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