For a Seed to Grow(BecauseILoveYou)
Most people regret what they didn't do rather than what they did
With me, it's the exact opposite
I regret doing you
I regret calling you my boo
Knowing the moment you stop acting right, you will turn into another dude
Or another hoe
I regret you and my body got introduced
Before you even met your soul
Lacking patience, understanding and care, the same qualities needed
For a seed to grow
Yet I no longer take it slow
Fast paced in a world where you can like a persons pictures more than their self-image
Is it not crazy that in the age of information and instant messaging
It has become harder for us to communicate
Our perceptions of "this could be us" or quote on quote "goals" is far from realistic
Because how could you and I possibly hold relations if we could hardly hold a conversation
Instead we hold grudges
Instead we hold pain, hardship and anger
And I hold you closer, and trust that you will be loyal
For our roots can never grow if I keep believing you do dirt like soil
Words of honesty, lyrics of comfort and hooks of respect would write the perfect love song
Yet I bleed ink in order to right your wrongs
I became your sex puppet...my how easy it's to be attached when you're strung along
Drunk in love, hooked to hugs.
What an addict I became, you drugged me on
And the words I thought gave me a fix, left me broke
Because I love you!
I had multiple options yet only saw one choice
Because I love you!
I bite my tongue as you talked, baby you left me with no voice
Because I love you!
I screamed for the lock for your phone instead of the keys to your heart
How excited I was!
But because I love!
I became crooked and my exclamation mark curved into a question mark
Filled with jugs of insecurities and gallons of doubt
Comparing you to my exs and others, thinking you were never up to par
Forgetting that your strengths and flaws
Combined...makes you the beautiful person that you are
So because I love you, through my action I will let it be shown
I will have patience, understanding and care, the same qualities needed
For a seed to grow