seeing emotions

Every feeling i have

I put a scenery to it

I see colors 

With every word.

Your words used to be bright

Then all this shit happened

And now
They’re dark like night.

With every words you speak

I see gray.

I'm feeling like I want to pull away.

Maybe this is what you want

Being an asshole

So I don't want you anymore.

You wouldn't even care

If i was just laying on the floor. 

Crying with my head on my knees

Thinking 

What if I make myself bleed?