sent to Eurydice (07/24-08/11)

sent to Eurydice (07/24-08/11)

hey babe, do you know if your brother’s kids can make it to the service yet? Juno’s kid is super sick and she had to cancel, so I’m trying to figure out who else we can have as the ring bearer… worst case scenario we can just make Castor do it, but he won’t want to

let me know asap

can you pick up some milk? we’re out.

today’s the day!!!!!!! I love you so so so so so much and I can’t wait for you to finally be my wife <3<3<3    

also ps. I wrote a song to for my vows… it was going to be a surprise but I thought maybe I should warn you 

so don’t be alarmed if there’s a random lyre sitting around up by the altar

ok love you see you soon

where are you? one hour till service

your mom is kind of freaking out I hope you get here soon

babe??? hello? is your phone dead?

are you okay?

please respond I’m getting really worried 

I’m going to call the police nobody knows where you fucking are please call me 

I don’t know what to do

I just keep looking at the last text you sent me… like two hours before it happened… those STUPID STUPID little hearts

I don’t even know why I’m kidding myself and texting you like theres some way this will reach you or something dumb like that but I dont know what to do

I don’t know what to do

I haven’t gotten out of bed for a day or so… not sleeping, but at least I’m not crying for the first time in days

mom says I should stop texting this number she says it’s an unhealthy coping mechanism but I feel so useless because what can I do theres nothing theres nothing I can do and I just cant stop thinking about those stupid hearts and what you must have been thinking when

jesus christ I’m so pathetic 

I met this guy today, and he says that there’s a way I can… this sounds crazy but he says there’s a way I can bring you back

I mean who am I to say he’s crazy I’ve constructed a fantasy in my head and I think my wife can still get my texts in the afterlife or whatever the fuck

but I’m meeting with him tomorrow for some coffee so I guess… we’ll see

Okay I met with him this afternoon and on my way home a leaf fell on my car that was perfectly heart shaped, so I think that must be a sign from you, right? A sign that this is what I should do? I’m going to follow the instructions in this pamphlet he gave me Im going to bring you back Eurydice 

Send more signs

I’m going to do it in a week there’s some preparations I have to do but I’m coming soon I promise I’m coming soon

tonight is the night babe so just wait by the river post until you see me coming down the mountain 

I’ll be glowing white a little so you’ll know it’s me

but Awides (that’s the guy I was talking about) says that when I get down there I’m not allowed to see you, so you just have to follow me up to the top and there’s no way any of this is going to work anyways because I’m going crazy and this is just a delusion

but just follow me

holy shit I

I don’t know if any of this is going to send because I don’t know how the reception works here but I’m coming

I’m coming

You know what to do

I’m about to start down the mountain so look for me 

I’m not going to text you once I start back up because I don’t know if that counts as looking or not and I don’t know if you can actually even get these and maybe this is all some hallucination

but Im coming

I’m leaving now 

no

wait 

no 

no you were right there I saw you no this isn’t fair I did it all I knew what I was doing I followed the rules

the old man disappeared.

just thought you should know 

goodbye doesn’t feel right

I love you. 

<3