Serrated Memories

Mistakes from the past still takes its toll today the everlasting effect of one forsaken night I look back and think how stupid and pathetic it was I wish I could take the night back Maybe things would be different But I wouldn’t know Maybe things would be different Mistakes from the past still seep into my dreams Thinking about how my words cut the air and ripped it with no remorse just to find the broken pieces in my heart all serrated I often think how cool we could have been maybe even a relationship But who am I kidding? that you would want me A silly girl in love with you If I had the chance I would truly tell you how I feel I like your determination to make it without telling everyone you know I like your sense of humor how you would always make me laugh I like how I could just talk to you without any pressure Then I would apologize Apologize how dumb I sounded how awkward I made you feel I just hope you accept my apology I’m not asking for too much Just want your time and your company Just don’t turn away Cause I can’t stand this awkwardness It’s killing me inside Looming over me like a dark cloud I made a mistake and I learned from it Now please tell me everything is fine.