Sexual Immortality

Ive been hurt sexually

All this is so frustrating

I am so fed up with this mortality

I am looking for this thing called serenity

I am having a diffcult time believing

I am doing a lot of relieving

I can't stop this feeling

I'm done with all this God damn fucking

Now I am living

in existence

I am officially stuck in my own reality

I am  tired of running from my true identity

I am slipping into insanity

I am destroying my humanity

I am on my knees gravely 

I am bleeding so emotionally

I am so fed up physically 

I am surrending 

To this fucking sexual immortality