shattered

Just push me off of a bridge.

Cause I'm standing on a ledge.

I don't know how to cope.

I'm losing all hope.

My heart is caving in on itself trying to find a higher shelf.

My heart wants what it wants.

But I feel like my feelings are twisted and they're turning into an illiterate fonts.

All I know am I loved with all of my heart.

I have from the very start.

I know many of you won't be able to understand.

But I'm breaking apart and I have to take a stand.

If I don't allow my already deepened wounds to heal.

Soon enough I'll turn myself blue and I won't even feel.

This right now is just too much for me...

... I am breaking and my everything is shaky.

I just don't want you to feel unloved.

But right now I'm tired of my emotions being shoved.

Hopefully one day you will be able to look at me the same.

And notice that I was the girl who literally gave you

Every bit of emotion every bit of hope every bit of strength...... I've given you everything.

This is really not easy for me........ Having a heart that continues to burn with fog slowly.

I love you so much.

Just know I love you so much :'(