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Monday, October 8, 2012 She always keeps her sunglasses on so that you cant see the emotion underneath. She always wears her lipstick dark to distract you from the secrets shes trying to keep. and she always wears her high heels so high just to make sure she doesn't feel the dead bodies beneath her feet. She walks alone, no set path in mind Just hoping to someday kill enough time to maybe get older to maybe forget All the ones she should have never loved All the things she has done that she knows she will soon regret too scared to take anymore chances too scared to open up too hopeless of a romantic and too young to wise up to trust is in her nature and to be deceived has always been her curse to try and try and try again and still get nothing in return except for that familiar pain that empty space and the hate filled stares she continues to destroy herself because she truly believes that will ever care she will let you abuse her because she is just too numb but one day this girl will wake up and breathe in the sun