She

She does not understand the hurt I feel The time it takes for me to heal After her death I had to deal Her lovely hugs That never bugs Her deteriorating health That involved the drugs She left me alone In this zone Seeking happiness and wealth Without looking like a clone She has not returned I have learned That she will not come back I can no longer be concerned She does not understand the hurt I feel The time it took for me to heal After her death I realized I had to live, and living is real