She usually runs in neutral even though it’s futile .
Imma never gonna settle just to be her friend.
Crazed and manic , I’ll be patient and push it to the end.
Yeah , it started in anonymity , it was very very kinky , all there is to say.
Tried to be friends with nothing to talk about.
Even phone sex can put relationships in a hole.
Ran it up the flagpole to see how fast I would climb.
Being patriotic toward her was a big mistake of mine.
Now she’s Stuart Smalley throwing saccharine text jabs.
I don’t want to be in this , five years though , was it all a waste of time?
Things like , “I hope you have a good day “ there’s more emotion in a mime.