She Discussed With Herself

"Don't know where to go from here, it wasn't that bad last year. But now I'm lost and don't know where to go, Am I different from my fears, or do I resemble them in tears. Hold my lungs tight and don't let go" LET GO. "Don't let go so I can't breath" And she discussed with herself that its more than wealth, its the fact that she cant be love. And she repeated once again that its because of him, but it's not true, because it is you. "Time is running out and I am facing my life desicion. You kept your promise but not your trust, now my life is more tough." And not only is the pain now gone she thinks that she's still here. She kept her thoughts and her true fears, which was as bad as last years. "Hold my lungs tight and don't let go" LET GO. "Don't let go so I can't breath" 

And she discussed with herself that life hurts, but you can't feel the pain if you're dead. Then she thought death would hurt, but life is so much worse. And know her pain is searched, and her choice is forever cursed.