She loved- rap

All Alone she sat with some pills in her hand

Each one she popped like the kiss of a man

She stared at the shit and thought "god what I'm doing" 

He spoke down to her and said "baby don't do it" 

She fell to the floor and she screamed for a sign 

She yelled "lord give me something, just let it be mine"

"Don't take it don't break it don't give it away. Please let me keep it for more than some days".

 See god I wanna believe in you but I gotta come first. 

God I'm trying so hard not to meet that black hearse. 

But to myself I be lying cuz when he got me crying there's no other thought but of dying. 

I'm trying so hard not to stray yet again but I wish I had known this before I let him in. 

Cuz now I can't shake him and I'm not so sure why. 

All the shit he does, all his dumb lies. 

I see it through it all don't think I don't but when I say I'll cut him off deep down I know I won't."

Everybody wants something just take it and leave, been tired of bearing my heart on my sleeve cuz it's naive and it's messy.

Damn love you got me stressing. 

I don't want it anymore its too god damn depressing.