She in Me

She does not write for you 

She does not write for your approval 

She writes to release the bullets of thought 

That otherwise would kill 

The friends that she's bought 

Not with money 

For she is not rich 

But with a smile that spreads 

Inch by inch 

Because you see

Behind that smile is the real her 

Not happy, not sad

But an in-between mad 

Not angry nor lazy

But inside she's crazy 

She lives in a world 

With upside-down justice 

And when she asks "why?" 

They say "it just is"

It's a world she can not change 

With no one by her side 

She has to find her crazy people 

     But she can't 

Because like her

They hide 

And by the rules 

They abide