She-Wolf

boy she bad, can turn heads with the swish in her hips, smack of them lips and eyes so piercing. Yea she something, have niggas eager feigning for a taste of her tongue, sixteen years young but a body so grown. She's a true intellect, kept them on their toes willing to do whatever to be the first to get their dick wet. No boy is worth the agony, the torture of separating her walls forcing his way into her prism, naw not yet. Got to be a certain man to accomplished that. The playas thought they had her bagged, cuffed by the neck with their names tatted on her back better yet her forehead for the world to see, til she left them stranded out in the cold with their pants down, bare legs, ashy ass knees. And don't try telling her u love her because she ain't no fool. She clever, got game nigga she the principal of the school. You will never catch her slipping, naw nigga she too smart. Got chains nd locks securing her heart. What u don't know is that it's frozen solid, ice crystalize from the wounds that cover it, no blood pumps thru it cause the valves are frozen shut. New definition to a cold heart. Sewn back together, bruises and cuts. Open heart surgery couldn't fix it, broken forever. Grew up in a life that didn't love her. Only way not to get hurt is to leave, so what if she hurt others. Then came Mr. Look-like-he's -right. Fell for him hard made her heart warm nd take flight to a whole new reality. A whole new mind, whatever it took shit she'd do time. He gave her a whole new way to see herself. Put her in the mirror called her beautiful nd bought her an engagement ring. So she opened up. Allowed him in, first to see her completely naked...body, soul, every scar of her skin . Forced his way in, broke the skin pulled out watched the blood leak. Argued with her family, lost some friends, kept saying "but he loves me"...or so he made her think. Demolished her walls in public bathroom stalls made her hit notes she hadn't sung since middle school choir. Bent her backwards as her body shivered nd the moans grew louder. Every kiss every touch had her hormone level brewing hotter. Man she was beyond sprung, she was loyal. Where he led she followed. Yup she-wolf met her match. She had grown attached nd for his "love " she feigned. Nd oh when he got in between, he knew all the right moves, had her body flowing streams. But he desired more. Whatever was missing she didn't possess, but he'll continue to come back for occasional sex nd make her believe she was wanted for the next hour. She wouldn't admit it but that dick had power. When he left she'll keep saying "I ain't taking him back this time!" But her body will say otherwise. Yet again he was sliding between them thighs with a naked eye. Busted a couple seeds inside then said his last goodbye. A year passes by, a lil heartbeat 10 toes, 2 big beautiful brown eyes. She lost her soul in a man but received it back, in her son her purpose lies, a revised edition. Every since the first movement in the walls of her womb she's been on a mission. Put off school to have her healthy baby boy a spitting image of his father. The she-wolf dethroned nd developed into a single mother. Put her heart back in them chains til it recovers. Promised herself she'll never love another. She admits that she lost her identity, she's on a mission to get it back. Started working on her faith discovering fake from fact. Took a lil while but she's developed to a queen. Determined to raise her lil prince to be a great king. (poems go here)