She's Really Not

by jawlipop1911

January 23, 2016

You say she's me but I disagree.

She's perfect you see

With all A's and no B's.

She's really not me.

She is renown

Throughout the school grounds

For her abilities that astound.

She's really not sound.

She is flawless

She's clawless

She's the opposite of lawless

She's reallly not solaced.

She's never said profanity

Nor had vanity

She still has her sanity.

She's really not an amity.

She's the perfect person

She's the one everyone expects to be.

But is it not her

Or is it just not me.

I have some conflictions

Due to over predictions

The fog has settled

And clouded my dreams

Is she her

or is she me.

I have lost

who I really want to be.

I can't see.

I am blind.

Oh I'm losing my mind.

I fear the knowledge.

Shoved inside of me

For my mind has glazed over.

Its dead can't you see.

This is what you have done to me!

I'm going insane.

I'm losing it.

The last line

Will be the end of my wit.

For I am done

I quit.

I've dealt with enough shit.

I'm full yet empty

Like humpty on the wall

But none can fix my shattered skull.

I wanted life

But yours caused the strife.

So I'll take death

With this, my last breath.

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