Shine so bright

The stars shine so bright, glistening in the skies. I look up to the moon and day dream of the life’s I should have had or wanted, I know I made a lot of mistakes that I can never take back, I just need you to know that I am truly sorry for everything I have done to you, at one point I did not know what I wanted and, you see I didn’t want to hurt you that was never my intentions, it just happened that way, you see the life I had before you was taken away from me, it killed me and destroyed me. Absolutely pained me to the point I returned to using once again. And then I met you, you truly brought so much good into my life and all I did in return was hurt you. But you see the confusion I had was not because I didn’t love you or care, it wasn’t merely because what I had before you was taken away from me, I had to start another life and let go of my old life which is always hard to do, and I’m sorry that it took me so long to realize what I really wanted. You saved my life, you took me in when you didn’t have too; then I fell in love with you. Your my best friend, my soulmate. Your my favorite person in the world and I never want to let that go. What I’m trying to say is this; I love you, I know I’m not good with expressing my feelings which is why I am writing this to you, my life isn’t the same I changed for then better. You saved me from the devil in powder form, you gave me love, happiness and peace. You showed me how to live a better life, you showed me a love I never had before, you are my one and only. I will never let you down, I will never give up on us. You are my soulmate. 

Till death do us part.