This shit gets old

I'm Tired. Tired of your shit. Tired of crying. Tired of breathing. Tired of remembering. Tired of love. Tired of saying sorry. Tired of lying. Tired of forgetting. Tired of regretting, Tired of hearing the same damn apology from everyone. Tired of living. Tired of this shit you call life. Tired of arguing. Tired of loving him. Why cant I just get him out of my head? Why cant I just forget everything about him? Why cant I get over him? Why cant I live again? Why cant I just pretend we never met? Why cant I just say sorry? Damn, this gets old. Same old shit everyday. Same old people. Same old places. Same old life. Same old apologies. Same old tears. What the hell is wrong with me? What is my problem? What did he see in me...? I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for confusing you. I'm sorry for forgetting you. I'm sorry for regretting I met you. I wish you knew how much I love you. I wish you knew how sorry I am. I wish you would read this, but I know you wont. I wish I could take it all back. I wish everything would go back to the way it was. I miss you. I love you. I'm so sorry. Same old shit.