Shit I Cannot Say

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7:20

Late, herded into a room deprived of civilizations air,

Filling my brain with the mans gloom or so we all presume.

Pulling out another sheet of mother natures stolen hair as i prepare to have my rare natural knowledge and ideology massacred with in this tomb.

Taught to adopt policies that you claim to be good for me.

But good for who? I am no Idiot i am aware they are for you, Oh yes I Knew. I Know

Im aware that you come simply to feed me your belief, Your Shit producing a scent

So putrid I cannot even breathe the scent has me ready to heave.

8:30 and..

I cannot speak out against you in a constructive way,

So i simply grab my Shit because i refuse to stay

Refuse to pay and be paid in the currency of stupidity transcending

Being paid in silence and returning my checks with rigidity and stupidity  

They are paying you to train my mind and attempting to have my mind molded  by  fools, telling me E=mc^2 but when does this equation appear in life ?

10:30 but

Why do you cause me to pursue strife, I blame the world on you.

I am young, only in this physical form,

I am dumb according to your standardized test, but you have much more left to learn.

I cannot say that you are the one who needs to grow, You who needs to go

But  I will not travel along the road you are attempting to show,

12:00 and

In a class trying To bite my lip drawing blood trying to avoid letting myself  kick your ass

So we smoke, inhaling haze trying to retain the information that only I  know.

Balls of brass you seem to posses, get in my face again and you will fail the test.

Hiding my knowledge  from you, who would burn my books, that have been stacked within my mind

1:30 and

You’re falsifying the truth before our eyes, and because i'm young you think i am dumb,

However i am not, i am aware of that at which you stare of the implications your curriculum provides.

You think you can win? The War has yet to begin , you will lose underneath my heel

You think i am dumb? But I swear before my generation you will neal.

You May Teach but you do not help me to learn, you may speak but not loud enough to be heard

You throw balls of lies, The shit is literally killing my vibe,

2:00 and

Your stupidity is choking my high, strangling my motivation depriving me of my drive,

I am going home for we can not speak, my voice is strong and your brain is weak.

I am young and you are old, and so  you naturally think  i cannot compete

Dont be fooled for we are strong we will win.

3:00 and

A war is coming but you never even knew, you will fall starting with you.

The S*** I cannot say to you, my teacher?

Funny , where must my list begin.

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