Shiva, The Destroyer

Shivani comes from Shiva. I was named after the Hindu god of destruction.

Isn't it ironic though, how I don't consider myself Hindu anymore?

I don't know what or who I am. But maybe it fits.

Destruction. I always break things. Whether it be friendships, relations or objects. It also goes hand in hand with the fact that I'm a broken person. People have taken their best shot at me, and each time they make an impact, a little part of me is gone. Lost somewhere. It's sad to know that I'll never ever be the same again...

Shivani, the destroyer of all things. The destroyer of happiness. The destroyer of love. And most of all, destroyer of herself.