Shoulda Coulda

Yea i know i messed up i aint gone lie i shoulda stopped but i didnt even try yea i coulda waited and saved it but at the time it didnt even cross my mind look at me now two weeks late meaning no period of mine im so disappointed and beyond disgusted damn how could i be so dumb so foolish so naive I admit i was just caught up in the moment i wasnt feeling love only lust even though i know he'll be there its my future that i'll miss this baby will do nothing but hold me back freedom whats that adoption, abortion, keep it and raise it which one should i choose i really have no clue i think i'll take my chances and take this lesson learned never again will i make this mistake of lust for love so abortion it is so i can complete school and live my life