Dear world this is what I've wanted to say for along time, the words I can't reveal without the rhyme, these words keep on changing with the times and the tide. I'm too young to keep hiding behind the words that THEY want me to say, too young to keep within every expression and thought that I want to convey, too young to simply barter my life away for some cheap happiness that this world tries to offer me. But the destroyer is no respector of person. Neither do I expect to be the exception, but this is truly my confession of the obsession and impression that this world wants me to keep secret. Karness spoke truth when he broke out of the closet and R Kelly's living proof that the closet is what started it atleast that's what I thought of it, if the closet is so bad why do people keep going in there why don't they just speak the truth yeah people may get angry but why should you care? It's not fair. That I wear some cheap little mask and forbid myself to truthfully answer the questions that THEY ask. You know what world yesterday was the last...time that I'll ever do it I'm tired of all the make-up my face is breaking out to prove it. Cover girl is the philosophy, foundation the theology, Concealor the privacy and eye liner the inability to see, the truth before our very eyes. Here's the truth, since I'm done pretending, after all I told God I'd work dutifully if HE sent me and He did and this is what He said. In these days evil shall be good and good shall be evil, people limiting Him as the God of the steeple not the God of all creation...as HE rightfully is. Pretending that He's blind when He created their eyes He's every where at all times even when you're not aware, He's there and HE's broken over the people's inability to care the coldness of their heart and the ice in their stares...He says, Do what is right and resist evil but we're preaching the opposite in His house, the steeple. Young preachers, want to cover up the truth and they are the ones who have embedded the roots of a world come to ruin! Call me narrow minded but they've spoken their piece and so it's my turn to vocalize what I've always wanted to speak, I'm a C-H-R-I-S-T-I-A-N, and I believe that no matter what you call it a sin is a sin, let's begin, with the controversy, homosexuality. As soon as you saw that I know that you judged me a few names crossed your mind but not one of them was hypocrisy. Because you world are full of double standards it's ok for them to have their opinions but let ours not be heard let us be silent because you can't handle the WORD... of the Most High God. I've heard all of the opinions on CNN and so on but we can't even have a legal bible study in our own homes but WE are the prejudiced ones?! YOU hate US not the other way around we love as much as we can but it's us you're trying to drown in your own way of thinking and culture, when we open our mouths immediately we're ambushed by the vultures of the media. Lo'real seemed pretty good in the beginning but my foundation was shaking and my concealer was fading so the truth came out and no matter what I tell you about the Christian life that most of us live out you doubt and become the narrow minded test subject, the one that everyone makes us out to be because you don't understand it and you do not agree don't you see that you are persecuting us, persecuting us just because I won't believe. So YOU made me put on the Covergirl and Lo'real YOU'RE the one who made the truth so hard to tell...and you in your blindness and ignorance have ushered in the presence of hell.