Shy

Dear Amy, I'm Shy afraid of what can happen scared to say something to accidentally show to much of my feelings but then again, just looking and thinking of what could be won’t do the trick Chances, so many missed opportunities constantly surging through my head taking my mind off of my top priorities But shouldn’t this be one and when I finally grow the balls to make a move I stop in my tracks curl into a ball and roll away cursing myself for wasting another chance to make a move There seems to be a pattern that I can’t break build my confidence up I move in and retreat as if I were surrounded by an army of rejection sent to stop me before I reach my destination constantly fearing the negative I’m afraid Please understand what I’m feeling Chase Lundy