Sick

Im really getting tired of this, This dark and scary, And strange abyss. Exhausted, I just wish i could give today, And tomorrow, And next week a miss. Family and friends, Friends and family, Cant you see Im sick of this? Cant you see Im holding on, just barely? And Im so alone, Why am I so alone? People all around me, But its like nobody's home. Im alone. How sick and tired, And lost and alone, And how horribly fearless, Must a person be, To find pain relieving, and death intriguing?