Silence Has The Loudest Words

I am coming back I promise was the words left in my ears traveling down my spine When since promises were meant to be broken for the misfortune, unfortunately that is how it goes Life was moving too fast and we were just moving to slow The seasons were on the tip of our noses, and yet we were dealing with a disintegrating rose That will not grow I did not realize that silence had the loudest words until now When I could no longer hear your voice that no longer could be found Your appearance looked like the bullets that you pull through both of our heads Now you know that we are the same, the only difference is that you stopped and I am still walking ahead. Why did you take your life? I didn’t know the strength I thought you had was hiding over your weakness Therefore, my meekness played along What more wrong could I have been I thought you were perfectly fine You started to act different so I left you behind Not knowing you needed me Your Inside pleaded me However, I was to deaf to hear You were a part of me I did not want to know that something was wrong with you, because I too feared It was a beautiful morning, not knowing that day will turn into mourning You shun me, told me you need to get away You promise me you were coming back; wherever you were going, you will not stay Prayers were not needed at the time because I thought you were okay I just wanted to be the one to hold your hand and let you know that I understand I was not perfect I too was also dismayed Maybe if I told you how I felt, then you would have stayed I was angry with you for days My heart was broken My tears were outspoken However, you gave me strength You inspired me to help others with there problems Whoever is reading this and might be going through circumstances in your life, I just want to let you know that there is hope There is nothing in the world that you cannot face, just embrace One day it will get better Silence has the loudest words, it takes you to awaken