Six Month Long Business Trip

A solid set of four walls 

A solid floor 

All so very real 

But that metaphoric rug 

Continues to rear its ugly head

And knock me out cold 

Representing the fear burning in my core 

This quake of emotion shakes my whole world 

A few more tears shattering on my cheeks 

But what differance does it make 

When your 20 hours away 

I thought this time it would be 

Could be 

Different

Oh I couldn't have been more wrong 

Six months long gone 

You expecct me to be okay 

Im not that strong