Skeptic

Skeptic 

Should I believe there is a deity 

Should I pray 5 times a day 

17 rakat 

If Allah is all knowing and wise 

Why does my God let pain and blood continue to shatter 

Praying for safety and security 

Praying for wealth and stability

Polygamy you must be just between 2,3, and 4 if unable then only 1 

Men only 

Responsible for her, clothes, food, and shelter 

Her wealth is her's, her maiden name stays 

Menstruation starts no prayers, but supplications 

Trying to see where I will be after the grave 

Janna or Jananas (heaven or the hell fire )

I am that skeptic again and again not a stronger iman(faith)