Sleepless Tears

Wake up, I'm fine. I want it to be a good day. Walk to class, I'm fine. I want to enjoy the nature around me. Carry on my day, I'm fine. I want to unwind and relax. Listen to music, I can feel it coming. I want to be fine. Hear a song that reminds me of you, I'm not fine. I want to see your smile one last time. Lay down and my mind is absorbed, I'm not fine. I want to hear your laugh one more time. Tears stream down my cheek, I'm not fine. I want my heart to stop breaking. Try to distract myself, I'm not fine. I want to stop crying, but I think of you. You never knew how you touched my life. You never knew how I loved you. I fall asleep and I'm still not fine.