The smile

I am the fake smile on my face.

I am the loud girl in the class.

I am the wall between my parents lies

I am the fake smile on my face.

I am the sun that shines everyday for everyone else.

I am the girl that cries every night, praying to God to make everything fine.

I am the girl that sleeps in every class without wanting to.

I am the anemia that sucks every single drop of energy in my body.

I am the fake smile on my face.

I am the messy hair that surrounds my face.

I am the weird girl that does not care.

I am the one that used to be bullied.

I am the vanished scars in my legs.

I am the fake smile on my face.

I am the girl that expects the worst out of her.

I am the disappointment in my life.

I am the girl that expects a teenage pregnancy out of her.

I am the girl that thinks tomorrow she is going to drop out.

I am the cleaning.

I am the responsability

I am the A's I want.

I AM! I AM! I AM!!!

I am the girl that misses to fit in!

I am the girl that can not get over losing her bestfriend!

I am a mess of anger, sadness and laughs!

I am the darkness full of light!

I am the screams in my life!

I am the fake smile on my face, the smile that tells everyone I am alright, the smile that you can see from a mile, the smile that fakes it all out, I am the smile, the lie in my life.