So Beautiful

by wworden

July 17, 2013

Here I am

There you are

I can't feel my self anymore

My skin is tar

There you are

Perfect and so beautiful

Why would you like me

I feel so stupid

Your presence alone

Makes time slow down

But that means more time

That your around

And you are beautiful

But are there any signals

I think I'm the only one

With these feeling

But your so wonderful

I'm sure I'm just one in a million

But that's still chance

I'm pretty tired

Of waiting so long

I should probably say something

But is it too wrong

Is it still the same

Is the feel still there

Did I do wrong

I still care

Desperation alone leaves me clueless

One thought still lingers

I want you

You dont want me

And while everyday still brings more pain

I wait

Hoping that the small chance that that feeling will ever cross your mind

I blunder and grope

Reaching for the eternal light switch that is always in the weirdest spot

Behind the closet door in the hall

Or spiritually inside me

I wait

But everyday my heart beats slower

Where are you?

I'm desperate for anything

You are so beautiful

But what should I do?

Can a person be dead to the core and yet still look and function like a human beifng as if some

wind up doll?

Yes

The only thing left is my heart still beating

Under the strain of the whole world around me

But yet still beats to your breathing pattern

Where are you?

I'm waiting...

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