So far gone

Noww that im here and your over there i have so much that i have held back its time i do some talking get this weight off my back, done being submissve , i changed up for you alot .. .. a strager in my own body .. being someone im not. Countless nights merged into days Constantly bringing me down saying i needed to change my ways So many tears and yet it's only going on 3 Years nights you didnt come home morning came as i laid restlessly in your bed Of course it was me something i had said u say that your inlove, Why then am i your last priority? you place everyone else up above 1 min No one can take my place The next u fucking hate me n spit in face U denyed the life i was carrying inside I rememeber the words, "i wish he would die" I wish this was just story, A bucnh of made up lies But its the history between u and i When your mad you suddenly hate me With such vulgar words instantly you degrade me Your definition of love the most opposite of mine.. No longer can we act as if this relationship is fine.. So i must leave you with one final kiss The loved that once was there will surley be missed May Whomever comes next love her as i have loved you, You will then find your happiness please i most certainly insist