So far yet so close

I'm so lost of words don't know what to say.
I look in the mirror every day doing my hair and putting on make-up trying to impress the people i hate.
So lonley so lost nothing to say.
Wake up every morning wishing i was stronger crying to myself lookin a mess there's nobody here to 
understand me.
I wish I was cool I wish I awsome.
I wish i can take the pain away.
Your beautiful your strong you just don't see it.
You need to get up and get dress your on your on your way to a colorful place.
Five more steps your on your way.
You have your future You have your dreams come on now your almost there.
You make people happy you make people smlie so come on now two more steps