SO HURT

I wrote this poem because i heard you're leaving 

i know it's true but i hope that i am dreaming, 

so i am asking you one more time please dont leave me.

because if you're leaving than at least promise that you will come back to see me.

I live trying to believe that maybe i'll be alright, or maybe i'm just scared of what

i'll be without you through these dark times, so i sit and think of you through

out the long nights. 

hoping for a miracle to spare me the fight. i know the odds are against us, but even 

so i'll be waiting, darling i'll be patient, i just hope you dont replace me

because even when you're gone i'll still call you mine.

i wont lie i'm so hurt, deep inside i still want to cry, look me in the eyes and tell me 

its all lies. if true love exist than baby it's you and i, i dont want to be in archive. 

but i'm scared if i call than you'll decline. 

it kills me when i think of you, contemplating if you think of me, i know you 

dont feel what i feel, so i pray that someday you might. 

to me you'll forever be special so i hold on to the memories we've made, the fun 

times and late night calls, the weird convos and midnight trolls, the soft hugs and

long kisses, the times where you wouldn't wash the dishes, the laughter and smiles

to me thats all i need. true love and peace.