So long

Hi cutie Is been long I wonder what took you so long to say hi Or try to know how am fairing They say years pass And time got a doctor But all I got is memory But knowing this love is only heard Hurt me more I was just a naive girl when you came in But I bet you know am smart You changed my world And made me the star of yours I left my reality And slipped into your dreams Every feeling Every touch Every whisper My heart heard it Maybe I was to shy to let it out You opened my eyes to the real world Showed me that I could dream while my eyes are wide open I wonder if I was foolish and naive or I was used But I felt it the love was real My heart beat was faster My life made sense You knew my melody And you understood the tune And through your ryhtms my body shivered After all these You left me with so much memories So much faith And much stupidity Am at a point I don't know what's true anymore The heavens are broken My heart seem together but shattered I don't know what to believe Am in search of truth But my head, my heart, my mind Speak different things Am i a fool for believing in love Was I used for loving you Should I just move on With a truth that has no truth. My heart wails for you My head put you far away My mind thinks about waiting for you But it's been too long Have you moved on? Have you forgotten about me? Did you ever love me? Do you still love me? Was your love a lie? This question keep me in the left side of the road Where I balance my head Moving on and also holding back Lying to my self that have moved on But a little memory And a time passed Make memories So I can't judge my self But I have to pick a side But each side has a painful truth That am not sure am ready to face