So lost

I feel so lost i have no control i dont know what im doing will i wake up tomorrow. I dont get what i want i cant do whats best. I feel so lost like a dumb idiot fool at the least. I fuck it up because of whats in my mind when i message you im just so blind. I dont mean to fuck you off. Im sorry babe. I am. So heres the plan. Me gone n you happy. No more shit n you happy. Seems like a pretty good plan to me. Im just sorry babe. I truly am.