So obtainedTruth in my

So obtained Truth in my mind Future predictions always I can In unconsiouslike descision..oh my God...man Why does this haunt my every dream damn... I was told to go for the dreams I have.... And reaching them would be something that I would achieve and to know that I can.... But when realizing the fact that my true dream is A dream achieved by all people who lost the dreams of I am.... I am is a dream of me being I am dreaming Away from the body.....and a son and the father Rejoicing together as the holy spirit inside is us that we are seeing...... Why am I confused my flesh wishing away Any vainfull accounts of prideful mixed sway Which in truth may be joy....but ive seemed to confuse the two... Joy...and pride feels the same...or opposite...boo I've been twisted I have resisted... And inlisted Come get me big brother or whomever Save me from my own confusion... Wtf is happening and whom am I...in sense of these future type thoughts....... I am that we are and I am never that I am without we is....we being me as I am....and God as being we.....2.... Jesus was I am that I am.....and why was he saying he was cuz he was and not cuz God is..has been and is and will be.....