Socks
A pair of baby socks;
Pure white like snow;
Soft and warm like a hug;
smaller than the palms
of my new parents' hands.
Free of loose strings,
holes and stains;
A blank page to write
my story on as I grow.
Four sizes up,
The gripper-socks experienced
my first wobbly steps.
From there, a whole world
of dirt stains and snags from furniture
awaited my socks, as I expand on my
new abilility to explore.
Several sizes later,
rainbows covered my toddler toes
to match my colorful imagination
and happy-go-lucky attitude.
Grass stains from playing
in the backyard with the dog,
and dust bunnies I had gathered
from 'skating' across the hardwood floors
lived on the soles of my socks.
Worn toddler socks were found
all across the house;
like a trail of breadcrumbs,
that led to a fairy princess
having a tea party in her room.
Socks became more uniform
As the years went on.
A result of myself,
Trying to fit in at school
And be like everyone else.
Sporty Nike socks played soccer at recess;
Striped pink socks from Justice
Stood in groups and gossiped
About sleepovers that the plain socks
Weren't invited to.
As I entered the world of
Teenaged sock sizes
I felt myself growing in
More ways than just my socks.
Still young, still wanting to fit in,
I begged for the cool socks,
and left my favorite polka dotted pairs
In the bottom drawer to collect dust.
As I matured with my peers,
I found some pairs of socks
had separated and gotten lost;
like friends who parted ways.
I hoped that we would reunite,
and that one day my socks
would be together again.
Teenage heartbreak and
High school drama left holes,
loose strings, and stains from
memories both good and bad,
but remained wash after wash;
to be remembered.
I started to figure out more about myself,
and realized that my old colorful socks,
needed to make their way
back onto my feet,
to remind me of the palette,
that made me... me.
Some socks that had once been thought lost,
by fate, were found in unexpected places
and were brought back into my life.
Through the years, I experimented
with different styles to find the perfect fit
in hopes that it would make me happy.
I finally settled with my childhood favorite
The striped socks I wore
when all I cared about
was finding a way out of naptime.
My stripes carry me through the halls
saying hello and smiling at new faces
and old friends who are also
in search of their perfect pair of socks.
I know that as I continue to age,
More holes, stains,
snags, and loose strings,
will continue to find a way into my life.
My decision to mend, or
eventually replace with new,
will be on me, quite literally.
When its time to move on
from that worn, tattered pair,
I hope to have the maturity to let go
and open my eyes to all of the new possibilities.
My socks have always been,
and will continue to be,
my personal object of support;
my reminder of who I am
when I get lost among other socks.
And one day, I will bring a
new pair of socks home,
Pure white, like snow
a new page for a new life
that will one day write its own story
on its own pair of special socks.