some thing we dont speak of

(Yo man, what is this game called love? It's something I wont even begin to speak of yet I hear a voice from above and I ask, "is that you God, tryin to give me a shove I just cant figure out the reason to my creation it seems like a depressive initiation into the darkest corporation which seeks to corrupt my imagination with the devils evil temptations that stalks my every essence I can feel his heavy presence influencing my thoughts and every sequence watching and waiting for the moment that is internally right for him to strike, to attack my soul and maybe even ignite the place I call home, the place that I find truly comfortable where I am able to find the courage to write something even this personal so I cant allow him to take advantage of my doubts I have to stand up to him and shout out loud so that God may hear my plea and come down from the heavens above to exterminate and destroy the devil and show me some love. With no reply from God all I heard was, "Hahaha, who are you crying out to, dude, stop being a fool My name is Satan and I will subliminally ridicule you stop those petty little dreams and follow me and I promise your richest will fully exceed wealth beyond your imagination and women that will seem a bit "heavenly" haha if you know what I mean? I can adjust your conscience make sure that it will all makes sense, this will be my gift to you, your only present you can have it all just listen to what I have to say and you can burn in hell and keep me company forever and a day" All of a sudden a ray of light shined through the darkness and I heard, "Son dont give up, drink from my cup and youll find eternal love that will never fall short, step up to my court to find your true worth in this world maybe even find yourself a beautiful girl?" And I am like, "really? A cute smile, nice laugh and maybe some curls?" "Give it a whirl, life is too short to be considering failures take your time and capture the moment because that emotion is a bit explosive itll hit you hard when you least expect it but straight to the point and needs know motive like a murderer who will kill in just one motion and question the public to see if they got the notion his message to the people which will cause a commotion and begin your hearts exploration its ascension into the heavens, a transformation of the spirit that no one can ignore similar to the tides that pass the shore thatll slam you into the waves and change you for sure like a universal proclamation that will change the worlds situation but not a single person has any expectation for its spiritual succession." As I continue to walk in the company of the Gods my mind begins to hurt and continues to throb with the beliefs of three attempting to coincide in my mind each hoping to prevail maybe even define this choice that is mine with each step the pressure of the atmosphere becomes a little thicker slowing me down I hope the answer is found a bit quicker but these terms presented to me easily keeps me steady and confident showing these two to have faith in this one measly human to make his decision and create his own path not turn away and face regret with all of his wrath but I shall come out on top make way for this independent man no thanks to you, you makeshift demon I can fully understand but I appreciate your influence I now can make my decision due to the beliefs and support of the God who created me in his image Now that I know about this game called love, I ask you, “Is it something you don’t speak of?” Ask the man above and he might just give you a shove Because if you cant speak up how will you talk about your love?)