somebody help me pt. 1

I've been sitting here all night, watching what i shouldn't

Snatching up pics I normally wouldn't

But since it's my addiction i couldn't resist it

It's starting to get even more consistant

Such a sad confliction

It's contantly making me wish i was dead

Then i remembered all the words thats would be left unsaid

Sometimes the pain just needs to be heard

Not everyone can see into hearts the way I started doing

So who's gunna do it for me?

I think about this constantly

Probably cause i need it

I need someone to help me with my head befor i drive myself dead