Someone Else

tbh this is what I felt and sometimes still feel about myself but I'm slowly getting better

I want to be pretty,

But instead I’m ugly;

I want to be happy,

But instead I’m depressed;

I want to be carefree,

But instead I’m anxious;

I want to be energized,

But instead I’m tired;

I want to be healthy,

But instead I’m so sick;

I want to be someone else,
But instead I’m stuck with my horrible self;

Before all of this torture,

I actually wanted to be alive,

But instead now,

I just really want to be dead.