Something So

Something so sinister, still my friends have my back. My words have hurt and helped many people. This past month has probably been the craziest of my life. I've changed, I feel like I've become a cruel hearted, cold handed, killer of confidence. I burnt old memories to make room for new ones. People have yet to realize how angry I am at the world. Swallowing me whole, doomed to relive the past.