Sometimes

Sometimes I just sit in dark rooms
Where doors closed before me..
Sometimes all I hear is silence..
As if the world has forgotten me..
Sometimes I just wanna end my life..
Because my fears get over me..
Sometimes my plans fails and I fell in to depression state
Because my brain shuts down itself and my heart bleeds..
Sometimes I am blind to see the light
Because the past ain't over me
Sometimes I have no one to talk to
And sometimes that loneliness comes to me
Sometimes my thoughts can't be turned off
Sometimes they just numb me
Sometimes my inner voice screams
Because I am no longer me