Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I could just hide

Sometimes I wish I could be eveyone else

Sometimes I wish I could smoke pot

Sometimes I wish I didn't play music

Sometimes I wish my hair was a normal color

Sometimes I wish I could stop trying

Sometimes I wish I didn't feel so different.

Sometimes I wish that when I'm in public my heart didn't feel like beating out of my body

Sometimes I wish I could just shut up

But if I did hide

If I was like everyone else

If I did smoke pot

If I didnt play music

If my hair was a normal color

If I did stop trying

If my heart didn't feel like it was beating out of my body

If i did shut up

I wouldn't be me.

And wouldn't that just be tragic?