Sometimes

i am love

but i am so full of hate sometimes

i swear i love you

and i do

you just don't understand how much i do

but i hate you more than anything

you lit an inferno in my soul and you don't even care

and you don't even understand

before you i had so much love in me

and now im heartless

i swear i hate you 

i hate you

you made me cry

and lie down

and listen 

and feel weak

and feel....

love

love like i've never felt before

the very first one too

i swear i never hated someone i loved as much as i do you

and i swore i wouldn't write about you anymore

but that was 100 pages ago

and i wish i could stop letting you consume me

all i think is you

and who you're with

and what you're doing

and which one you're doing it with

and then i hate you again

and i hate them

every single one of them that deserve you're love before me

and then it's monday and you say hi to me and i forget

i forget that i hate you

and then i love you

and then there's no question

right there i love you

right then i love you

hate is replaced 

and love takes it's place

and then you leave me

and it's back

right here

right now

i hate you