Sometimes
i am love
but i am so full of hate sometimes
i swear i love you
and i do
you just don't understand how much i do
but i hate you more than anything
you lit an inferno in my soul and you don't even care
and you don't even understand
before you i had so much love in me
and now im heartless
i swear i hate you
i hate you
you made me cry
and lie down
and listen
and feel weak
and feel....
love
love like i've never felt before
the very first one too
i swear i never hated someone i loved as much as i do you
and i swore i wouldn't write about you anymore
but that was 100 pages ago
and i wish i could stop letting you consume me
all i think is you
and who you're with
and what you're doing
and which one you're doing it with
and then i hate you again
and i hate them
every single one of them that deserve you're love before me
and then it's monday and you say hi to me and i forget
i forget that i hate you
and then i love you
and then there's no question
right there i love you
right then i love you
hate is replaced
and love takes it's place
and then you leave me
and it's back
right here
right now
i hate you