Sometimes I

SOMETIMES I love to hard , 

SOMETIMES I stay knowing I should leave ,

SOMETIMES I fight more than I should , 

SOMETIMES I give more out than I receive, 

SOMETIMES I put my problems a slide so I can be there for others , 

SOMETIMES I do more for others than I do myself , 

SOMETIMES I go out my way for others more than they do more , 

SOMETIMES I make sure I’m there way more than I need to be , 

SOMETIMES I feel sorry for people knowing that they put their self there, 

SOMETIMES I get involved in beef just because the person is my heart , 

SOMETIMES I don’t used my head I just do , 

SOMETIMES I dong stop and ask myself if the shoe was on the other foot would they ride for me , 

SOMETIMES I be more loyal to mother fuckers that I should have cross , 

SOMETIMES I will give a niqqa or a bitch my last just for them to trun around and snake me , 

SOMETIMES I will shake a bitch hand & she trun around & cut me , 

SOMETIMES I will break bread with a bitch or niqqa just for them to trun around and play me , 

SOMETIMES I give out way to many chances just for people to keep snaking me , 

SOMETIMES I wonder do people come in my life because they see I’m not no fuck bitch , 

SOMETIMES I wonder if I wasn’t a bitch that loved getting money would niqqas still wanna fuck with me , 

SOMETIMES I wonder if I start shooting shit up would niqqas no I’m not the one , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER if I didn’t believe in god would I have been lost my shit , 

SOMETIMES I wonder if I was a better that believe in giving up would mother fuckers still wanna be here , 

SOMETIMES I wonder if I was a gold digger will niqqas gave me respect, 

SOMETIMES I wonder if I was a jump off would a niqqa then love me ,

SOMETIMES I wonder if I didn’t have self respect or love for myself would a niqqa love me then , 

SOMETIMES I wonder if I drop dead right now who really will be hurt to see that I’m gone , 

SOMETIMES I wonder would niqqas even miss me , 

SOMETIMES I wonder do my mother and father ever loved me , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER why I was born , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER is everything I’m going through wroth it , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER would I ever be happy , 

SOMETIMES I wonder do somebody want me to be their wife , 

SOMETIMES I wonder when niqqas going to be done with playing Games and start getting money , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER why we all gotta die it’s enough money for all of us to eat , 

Sometimes I wonder what happen to stay down until you come up , 

SOMETIMES I wonder what happen to never change up on the mother fucker that had you when you didn’t have you , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER is love even real I heard that word so much but never met nobody that stand up to it , 

SOMETIMES I wonder why I always gotta stay high but then again I remember I’m fighting this shit by my shit , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER why I do my best work when I’m high , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER why I only can explain my pain better when I’m high , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER why I rather cry to myself than in front of others , 

SOMETIMES I Wonder why I always gotta have a blunt or 29 , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER why I stay fryed as a kite , 

SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY I always gotta roll up smoke 1 or 29, 

SOMETIMES I wonder why do I always expect to get hurt , 

Just sometimes I wonder