Sometimes I sit & watch

Sometimes I don’t say much 

Sometimes I don’t say what’s wrong 

Sometimes I just know you not for me 

Sometimes I just know not to open up to certain people 

Sometimes I’m blind by love 

Sometimes I’m blind by somebody words 

Sometimes I do self blame 

Sometimes I blame myself for ex boyfriend death 

Sometimes I blame myself for not picking better for fathers for my daughters 

Sometimes I blame myself for not walking away 

Sometimes I blame myself for having so much fight in me 

Sometimes I blame myself when somebody walk out my life 

Sometimes I blame myself for somebody not begin in love with me no more 

Sometimes it’s easy to smile n say I’m okay even when I’m not 

Sometimes I have to let go n let go 

Sometimes I have to ask for forgiveness 

Sometimes I don’t pray as much as I should 

Sometimes I’m not me ,

Sometimes I can’t think clear ,

Sometime my feelings get the best of me ,

Sometimes I stay longer than I should , 

Sometimes I give out more than what’s giving to me