Sometimes I Wonder...

Why am I still here If everything I do, Everything I say, Everything I think, Is wrong? Why are you keeping me around? Some days I just wish I could leave this all behind, Deal with it another day, Or not at all. Why here? Why now? Why this? Why me? I know that the Lord won’t put me through A dark valley he cannot bring me through, But sometimes I wonder How much I can handle Before I break beyond repair. So much damage has already been done, I wonder how much more I can take Before I break?