sometimes i wonder

Sometimes i wonder

Was it meant to be

My mother meeting my father

And creating me

Was everything i been through

Was god planned for me

Or was everything

A mistake

Without taking place

Sometimes i wonder

Was it all my fault

Me entering the world

Was why my mother

Made my heart swirl

Why my father

Only came when i called him

Why my life seemed

So awful

Sometimes i wonder

Was the arguments

And fist fights  

Really worth it

Sometimes i wonder

If DHS wouldn't have came

Would my life be the same

Would i ,katherine ellis

Be wrapped up in my daddys fame

Sometimes i feel incomplete

Because i wonder so much

I wonder when i leave this world

Will everybody be happy