somewhere.

i know you're trapped in my thoughts, in my dreams, and i could never get you back.

i can feel the adrenaline running, i can feel the tears coming.

i can't hide from it, i can't run from it.

i feel a weight hanging down my shoulders.

i just want to feel nothing.

i don't want to live, i don't want to breathe.

i left you here in a world full of panic.

i don't look forward to tomorrow.

i just know i left you somewhere. 

i can feel the pain, i'm guilty.

wondering how long i can find you again.

should i listen to everyone else or should i listen to myself?

i'm confused because i don't know if i'm sure.

my life is bittersweet but you make it better.

i left you here in a world full of panic.

i don't look forward to tomorrow.

i just know i left you somewhere.

i'm lonely without you in my life.

i might look strong to you, my feelings just don't show.

i'm overthinking, my head might blow.

i left you here in a world full of panic.

i don't look forward to tomorrow.

i just know i left you somewhere.

what do i do?

who do i listen to?

where should i start?

when do i go?

why did i leave you?

what is even true?

i know i would do anything for you.

i might not be perfect.

i just know that i left you somewhere.

i may be calm but my pain never shows.

i'm looking for you, i might just go insane.

it's a never-ending game.

i feel so fucking ashamed.

i'm sorry, i left you here in a world full of pain.

i left you somewhere and i know we will never be the same.