So I been alone, left out of this world, without knowing were to go but trying to consider what is left of this world. Bad things happen while I grow in this miserable world, so many people try to take me as their own , they try to understand why I feel so alone but could not go on with all these things crashing against my soul. I don't know how much more I can take, can't resit anymore I think that I am all alone after all those years nothing has change at all. I learned one thing that I don't stand alone' other people share the fear of being alone in this world. Nobody understands what I've done. Nobody knows why I have this hatred for the world but it's the reason that keeps rooming in this cruel world.