Sorry

I find myself trying to love him And he's truly hard to love I mean he's easy to love but, I can't make him feel whats not there I fight an fight because he's who I wanna love He knows I love him but when he gets near He hears the tormented beat of my heart I lie to hide my feelings I smile to hide my tribulations My emotions are riding a roller coaster And I'm all the way at the top And when I'm down I find myself in the dark Hiding! Hiding! From everyone because no-one really cares I find myself dripping emotions on this paper Telling my story Making you feel bad?! No ! Because I don't need anyone to feel sorry Sorry for my heart, sorry for my hurt, sorry for my lost love or sorry for me